Sunday, July 22, 2018

Katejina: Victory Gundam and the Quest for Nuanced Portrayals of Mental Health

VERY MAJOR SPOILERS FOR VICTORY GUNDAM BELOW

For those unfamiliar, Tomino, creator of the Gundam series, is long known for his incredibly confusing direction, especially in framing, and his poor use of female characters; his works, despite taking place in the future, usually bear conservative Japanese attitudes from the current era. Ironically, Tomino created something of an interesting portrayal of disability, where Katejina, a strong, capable female character in Victory Gundam, is under such great stress she 'snapped'. Such a portrayal suggests heavily that, by series end, Katejina suffers from trauma. Nuanced internal motivations are fractured from stress and washed out by generic lust for power. This is….actually a trope for the Gundam series, especially associated with Tomino. However, from the start, Katejina is presented as an impeccable role model, especially to main character Usso (an impressionable 13 year old, even more impressionable than my editor). Given that this series is framed as a coming-of-age series, Usso especially looks up to others around him. Such high expectations, but Katejina believes she can uphold them. Until she can’t anymore.  Even though the show appears to ask us to detest Katejina, I can relate to her struggles.  

Tomino’s narrative continually emphasizes Katejina as a key player throughout the series. However, though she initially has an older sister type of influence on Usso, she is gradually removed from his presence. Instead, she becomes a member of the ‘enemy’ faction (which matters only in terms of its opposition to protagonist Usso and his comrades). Military prowess becomes critical as Katejina begins appearing in austere uniform. However, as the below image shows, she maintains this militaristic seriousness even in plain clothes. How can one be a soldier opposing Usso while simultaneously trying to be a role model? The show provides no clean answer. This leads me to two conclusions: either Katejina is brainwashed into fighting against Usso by the enemy faction or she is acting as a practical and rational agent.


Brainwashing is not an exact science and it takes time. The series, clocking in at 51 episodes, has the time but does not suggest this outcome. To assume brainwashing requires many leaps of logic, and on a personal level feels so dissatisfying. This intuition applies most clearly to Katejina’s duties as a mecha fighter, literally the mechanism behind her forging her own pathway. The below image, with her off-center eyes and furrowed brows, highlights Katejina’s anxiety as she fights, which is a reaction not possible from someone simply fighting based on ideology (or ‘brainwashing’). In my mind, this cements the Katejina is practical interpretation.

Despite being held up as a practical character, she ultimately seems to succumb to her juggling. Katejina’s behavior, in the last third of the series, becomes increasingly erratic. She forcibly proclaims her position as Usso’s role model claiming that she controls the enemy faction. At this point in the series, Katejina becomes entirely unpredictable, as the enemy faction begins to dwindle. Tomino’s conservative gender politics appear to shine here – Katejina as she begins to think for herself, spurred by her painful dilemma, becomes heavily sexualized. ….But specifically for the two factions (Usso and good as blue, enemy as red) she is deciding between. Usso transforms from a child to help raise into an object of sexual desire, as Katejina makes romantic overtures to him. However, through this sexualization, the director establishes Katejina as leaving sanity. On the surface, she is no longer a complex character, but one seeking to satisfy sexual urges. However, as much as the director pushed this narrative I could not quite accept it. Given her repeated role in the story, on both sides, there was no way for me to personally accept Katejina as simply driven by her sexuality. Otherwise, she is simply brainwashed in another, arguably more diabolical, way.

A particular scene highlights Katejina’s dark place being translated along sexual lines. Despite her erratic behavior, Usso decides to put his trust in Katejina; in return, she uses her sexuality, in particular by tightly hugging Usso, to lull him into caution. Smiling maliciously, Katejina slips a knife into his back, startling Usso into falling to the ground. However, this stabbing comes across as incredibly odd. As a mecha fighter, Katejina had many more efficient methods of killing him. Instead, she chooses a method that requires her to get close. Despite this image of sexualization consciously pushed, Katejina is actually again still acting rationally, within the limits of her situation of great stress. Her ploy makes much more sense if observed from the angle of goading Usso into further action, rather than an earnest effort to hinder him.

A later line helped me better appreciate this obstinance. One member of the enemy faction, very close to the end of the series, admits that Katejina chose her own path, which I had suspected all along. This however contradicts the sexualization that reduces her agency. It’s definitely concerning that Tomino would seek to portray a sexually empowered women as a villain outside of her mind. But it was really comforting to be on the same page on him for even something so seemingly simple

With all these pieces in place, Tomino’s portrayal of mental disability, especially of falling to extreme stress brought on by war, begins to come together. In one transition, Tomino superimposes the mecha onto its pilot, creating the impression of a mask; this creates an image of a mask of mental unwellness, supposedly highlighting her ‘insanity’. This is an incredibly frustrating and negative portrayal of mental illness. However, as discussed, Katejina shows many signs that she fights of her own accord.Then the mask must be reinterpreted as well; rather than being the mask borne from mental illness, this mask represents the messy and horrific battle she has found herself in. This mask of trauma can be explored further because Katejina survives the final showdown – here, in a seemingly intentional act, Usso simply knocks her back, defeating her without killing her.

And that's called back when Katejina appears in the epilogue as a 'traveller'; when she sees Usso, she's reminded of that trauma, which you see in her dead expression (as shown below). Given that years have likely passed, Katejina has spent many years living with the mask of trauma. Ordinarily in a Gundam series, a character with trauma, especially a female one, would have perished. Seeing her alive, even with an incredibly spotty portrayal, and living with trauma becomes an incredibly powerful experience as a result. To me, this ties her good vs evil struggles to the incredible stress placed upon her; even if that doesn’t quite play out in real life, I still find the battle very powerful on an emotional level. I hope to share Katejina’s fortitude. The great risk of portraying Katejina pays off, even if it is far from perfect, because it highlights how humans can continue on, even after the adversity of war. Perhaps in  many ways, it's a more nuanced portrayal of trauma than I expected really.











Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Fighting Monsters with Monsters: On Hyouka from A Certain Magical Index


Those who know me know that my favorite show is Hyouka. Today I will be talking about a different Hyouka, from the A Certain Magical Index series. SPOILERS FROM SECOND HALF OF SEASON 1. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Hyouka continuously calls herself a monster, especially in reference to “fighting monsters with monsters.” A key theme of Index is magic vs science – however, Hyouka exists at the interface of these two forces, literally making her an aberration. She is a “ghost” created by the special energy field of the series called AIM. To her, she exists as a monster, independent of humans and relationships including friendships. For me, this example conjures my own experiences of thinking of myself as a monster. During my early days of wanting to become a scientist, I struggled with having my condition. I brought valuable insight…but at the same time I was a bad scientist who could not live up to any notable expectations. My noble intentions of wanting to help persons with disabilities through science became a double-edged blade. Where I felt that my being a “monster” equipped me to help others who suffered – I knew the pain, so I wanted to bring that perspective. But sometimes the pain felt all-consuming. So in some ways, I saw myself as a shield, crafted from science, to help others who could be helped.  So Hyouka’s desire to be a monster to fight monsters resonates deeply within me.
 
Given my own painful experiences, I sincerely hoped that the series would counter Hyouka’s negative self-talk. To my surprise and pleasure, Touma, the Index main character, asserts that she is human in fact and not a monster; her desire to become friends with Touma and Index, the titular character, highlights that she is a human. Her painful tears are also human, which is all too real to me personally. As the scene sets in, there is a clear sense that Hyouka will vanish soon. 

And that was when Touma delivered perhaps the most insightful and beautiful lines in the entirety of S1. Building upon his argument that she is human, Touma points out that she experiences her humanity in a different way – though her physical body, home to a ghost, operates very differently from most people, Hyouka is still very human. The idea that your body works differently from everyone else is incredibly hard to deal with, especially on an emotional level. In my earlier moments of excruciating vulnerability, I felt that my body was alien to both myself and to others…much like Hyouka seemed to. IF you do not belong to your own body, what do you belong to? It’s such a tough feeling. That’s why Touma’s words are so powerful in that moment. I am certain that younger me would have wanted to hear Touma’s words. And I’m really gratefulfor them. It made the parting scene with Hyouka very bittersweet, but one of the most powerful moments of the show.